“My two beautiful sons deserve a happy mother”: MKR’s Hadil reveals toll of public anger
She was sent home with her teammate Sonya following a vicious fight with fellow My Kitchen Rules contestants, Jess and Emma. Now, Hadil Sadeq has penned a long message on social media, asking trolls to spare her from the pain she's “living every second”.
The mother-of-two took to Instagram to reveal the toll the backlash has taken on her.
“My heart is broken. The person shown on TV is not representative of the person I am and the person I strive to be,” she wrote, adding, “What people don't realise is that I'm a human we all make mistakes.”
“The cyber bulling [sic] and personal attacks on me have really taken their toll,” she said.
Hadil’s post addressed the avalanche of hate mail she received from viewers after the episode of her and teammate Sonya Mefaddi were kicked off the show for verbally attacking Jess and Emma.
“For the bottom of my heart, I apologise to the contestants; to @kimsuongau for the behaviour in their home, and to those who were put in an uncomfortable situation,” she said.
“And most of all I'm sorry to the viewers, who were subjected to the airing of that unacceptable behaviour.”
She added: “I realise that your forgiveness will not come easily, but please give me a chance to prove to you the woman I really am.”
After being kicked off the show, Hadil says she is focusing on her personal life.
“I would like to step back and focus on my family and my two beautiful son's [sic] who deserve a happy mother,” she wrote.
“If you are on my page to personally attack me please spare me the torture and pain I am living every second,” she finished.